they seem to be easily forgotten or end in failure.
why set myself up again?
here ya go -
figure out my future.
dust myself off from falling off the health wagon
and get ready to jump on the next one coming up the bend.get rid of the junk in my house, i.e. organize.
do my art stuff.
and...learn to ride a horse.
when I was young and my mom was around, I used to get to ride on trails for my birthday
or on some special Saturdays.now it seems like that never really happened, it's been so long ago.
like an old movie that I faintly remember.
I kinda just decided it would never happen again, too many things to do.
but why not?
yep, there's a resolution.
and one more....
that I REALLY don't want to do but
my niece is adamant about it.
to get over my fear of snakes.
Fear is not really the right word here.
what word describes paralyzing panic to the point of not being able to breath.
derangement: mental unsoundness ???
and it's not the getting "bit" part.that doesn't even frighten me, I'm not scared at all about that.
I've been bit before, not by a snake but...
it's the slithering and winding and the wrapping around part.
I can't even post a photo, they bother me that much.
but my niece thinks I need to get over it,
that the "fear" is locking up more than I realize.
I don't like that anything could have that much power over me
and what if I was riding a horse and we came across a snake?
ok, so my usual resolutions plus two new ones.
did you make any resolutions?
care to share?