Why can several people tell me that they like my hair, outfit, artwork or whatever
and it makes me happy, for a moment.
Then later, I wonder if they really meant it.
But if one person criticizes and even raises an eyebrow towards me
and I'm mortally wounded and dwell on it for days.
Last week I received 2 nice emails and also a Facebook comment about how much they each enjoyed my blog
and it made me feel happy and motivated.
And yet today when I noticed I lost a Follower,
I felt like someone slapped me.
Jeez, I have not even broken 100.
After all this time.
After years of blogging...
I need to regroup and think about stuff.