Work Update, Tornado, Haircuts and Photos of Me.

Groan. 

I don't even want to write this post.

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I'm tired off it all and just want to put it out of my mind,

but since I shared before and got such great advice

I feel like I owe you all an update.

So....guess what!

The girl who works for me in boarding

and who refused to work weekends and said she'd quit without notice if I put her on weekends?

Well, now she no longer wants to work Thursday days either.

My only day off.

Nor Friday nights.

She just wants Monday through Wednesday evenings hours.

At first I told her that I'd rather work 60 hours a week than put up with her crap.

Yep, that's exactly how I said it.

I told her that by saying she wants to work just 3 days, she's saying that she wants to quit.

I told her that it doesn't work for me

and then I said I had to leave before I said more angry things.

I went home and texted Doc's step-daughter to see if she can work some hours

and she has to get back to me.

Then I text the vet who is HR and let her know what was going on.

She said we would talk the next day because tornado sirens were going off in her area.

So, there was a Tornado!

It didn't actually hit her area but instead touched down in another town,

where my step-mom lives!

It destroyed some homes

and did major damage to most of the houses out in that little town.

It's very rural and the houses on either side of my step-mom had a lot of damage

but her house wasn't touched except for a tree.

Her insurance agent called the next day and said he had watched the storm over the Net and it went right over her house.

He had been waiting for a call, for a claim and was shocked that they were untouched.

Talk about lucky!

Their power went out but they have a generator.

No sirens went off in their little town. No warning but luckily people headed for their basements

when the sky turned ugly.

Here, it rained and then everything turned kinda yellow

I didn't edit these photos at all -

and the sky got very light

and it was 9 at night!

Then it was over.

Across the river, where I work, they said it didn't even rain.

Weather is weird.

But back to my work crap.

Right now I have her working those 3 evenings shifts

that are three hours long,

while I'm working 7.

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Yes, SEVEN days a week.

although some days it's only for 5 hours....

but Fridays are double shifts.

If I didn't keep her on those nights, I'd be doing double shifts on those days too.

So until I can find someone else....

Although some of the techs have stepped up to cover afternoon hours so that I'm not there all day.

The girl says she's just burnt out and needs a break.

I didn't bother to say she just works part-time and just came off a 10 day vacation last month.

She forgets that I'm here all day long and I'm more than 2 times her age

and that I do the majority of cleaning etc. during the day

and she just has a few messes and feeding to do in the evening....

She told my niece that if I fire her, she will get unemployment.

I doubt that she could but I won't fire her,

when I find someone else, I will put her back on weekends

and Friday nights.

That should do it.

If not, then I will fire her.

Doc left for his 2 week European trip today.

I'm taking care of his 2 dogs and 2 cats.

I started to tell him about the latest with this girl

and apparently the other vet, the HR vet had filled him in 

and all he said was "Just take care of it"

I guess he just wants to leave and not be bothered.

I did mention to him that he might be surprised to see my time card when he returns.

Anyway,  blah, blah, blah.

I'm tired of thinking about it

and talking about it.

I'll just do it and not think.

What a stupid lazy girl.

I was told by some of the co-workers to put a job listing on Facebook,

(I had done that before and only got the one response from the unenthusiastic girl)

But I put it up again and I asked local people to share it so that it would reach as many people as possible.

So far the only person to "Like" the post is this stupid girl that doesn't want to work.

I feel like she "Liked" it just to make a point.

I was also told to list the job opening on the local Employ Me site.

I will have the Office Manager do that but I noticed that our big rival boarding/vet clinic competition

has a job listing for the exact same job, posted right now too.

Someone else said to list it on Craigslist.

I hadn't thought about that.

I Googled it and the brand new fancy pet boarding kennel that has "4 locations",

has a job posting on it already.

Everyone is searching for Help, I guess.

I'm trying to be positive

and I'm focusing on another perfect person to walk in and apply.

The new girl is doing Great and LOVES the job

but she's a full-time groomer and only wanted a couple of days a week.

So that's the situation.

I have some many Art plans

and I haven't shared this before but my name is going to come up in the next couple of months

for booth space.

I've been on a waiting list since last August.

Not the place downtown but the BIG place with all the traffic.

I've got to carve out Art time

and yard, house, laundry, play with my own pets time.

Oh and sleep.

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So that's how it currently sits.

This stupid girl is working tomorrow.

My last full day off for a while.

I plan to go get my hair cut.

(WARNING: I'm posting photos of myself.

I hate my photos, they don't look like me

Some stranger jumps in front of the camera.)

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OK... I do this full circle thing with my head.

I cut it short and make it blonder

and I'm happy with it 

and then one day I stop getting it cut

and I let it grow.

It grows and grows 

and then I straighten it into a long smooth style

and then one day humidity moves in

and I stop straightening it

and turns into this huge curly mass

(this is actually a smoother day)

and then I gather it up

and put it into a wild ponytail for a while.

Then I need a change and suddenly hate my hair

I cut it all off.

Do you do that?

Go back and forth with hair styles?

Anyway, that's the update but

don't worry-

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TORNADO, FIRE, a CAT and a DOG and STUFF.

I need to write a post......

I have so many things swirling in my head

and don't know where to start.

I've just been thinking about so many things.

About... life.

About how I spend my time.

About my level of Happiness.

How I have such a list of what I want to do

and NEED to do.

And I always feel guilty if I don't do all that I need to do.

Spring was arrived.

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In little bursts of warmth

but the nights are still cold.

But soon I can start building my fence!

I'm not sure where to place it... but that's for a different post.

So anyway,

I had breakfast with a friend

The one that accomplishes so much in a day

and she shocked me when she said she was tired.

Tired of doing it all.

That she just wanted her life to be simplified.

How she wouldn't mind moving from her home to a smaller house or

possibly even a condo with no yard.

Her house is so pretty and her yard landscaped perfectly!

I was so surprised.

She said she was tired of spending so much time on it.

I told her how I too thought that I resented working out in the yard

because it took time away from all the other things I needed to be doing and creating.

But I said that I also found it incredibly calming.

Like meditation.

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But even if I was working hard outside, I felt stressed that I should be doing something else.

She understood but said that she didn't enjoy it at all.

So I could see why she would want to move.

We got to talking about how we used to shake our heads at people who hired others

to do their cleaning and yard work and home improvements

and how we never understood why someone would spend money when they could do it themselves.

Both of us have always scraped together our pennies for everything but

suddenly we understood why others did it...

The other day a tornado touched down, not here

but not far from here either.

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We have warnings every Spring but we are almost always lucky.

They kept showing photos of the destruction that the high winds had done locally.

There was a storage place where units were knocked over and blown about.

I couldn't help notice the one that was mostly just knocked off of its footings.

You could see the contents still inside.  

It was packed to the ceiling.

Not in some orderly boxed fashion but stuff just jammed in a huge pile.

I thought about how someone was paying for all that STUFF to just sit piled up in there.

Why?

And why do I have STUFF in my basement? Still!

Furniture, wood, things I'm going to USE someday.

Things I'm going to paint and improve and make BIG money on... someday.

And things in Rubbermaid containers that someone will want to buy... someday,

in a shop online that I have never opened

or in a garage sale that I would dread having.

I'm no better, not really.

I mean, OK I haven't rented space for my STUFF and it's more organized but....

Then they showed where the tornado had hit.

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People devastated over their destroyed homes and lost belongings.

I can't even imagine how horrible and tragic that would be. 

My house means the world to me

and my home has so many things that have deep meaning to me.

Things my nieces have made me and a few cherished items from my past.

They talked to a man who said at least everyone got out alive in his family and how

that was the important thing

and he's right.

Two people in the town lost their lives and many were injured.

If a tornado were to ever hit my home, my animals would be my only concern

I would not be worried about anything else inside of it.

Then they talked to a woman who looked to be about my age.

She was saying how devastating it was and how thankful she was that no one had been hurt.

Then she hesitated and said that it was kinda "cleansing".

To be rid of everything.

I'm sure that many people would be very critical of her words, but I got what she was trying to say.

A while back I was watching "The Talk" and Marie Osmund was a guest.

Somehow they got onto the topic of having a lot of STUFF.

She said that when her parents had passed, she had put everything of theirs into a garage to save.

One day the garage caught fire and she lost everything they had left behind.

The ladies of The Talk started to offer her sympathy and she shook her head.

She stated that the fire had done something that she was unable to do herself 

and therefore it wasn't necessarily a bad thing...except for the photos.

The other day I was standing in my kitchen trying to FINALLY decide whether to paint my red china hutch white or black.

A long time ago my kitchen had a lot of red but not any longer.

I decided that black would probably be the right choice.

It would balance with the black shelf above the sink

and the black framed photos resting on it

and the dark clock above it.

I stood back and stared at the shelf and other things.

I was in deep thought about it.

My house is a 100 years old and the walls are plaster and lath.

When you drive a screw or nail into them, you can hear the plaster fall behind the wall.

The shelf has always be a precarious thing.

So I stood there and suddenly for no reason,

Ghost leaping onto the edge of the sink and knocked the shelf off the wall.

(Ghost on my red china hutch)

The little ceramic leaf that also sat on the shelf and held some jewelry fell and broke.

I gathered up everything quickly and turned and looked at the space.

Suddenly it seemed clear and clean and more spacious.

I looked over at the china hutch, maybe I could paint it white!

So... I don't need a a horrific event like a tornado, a fire or 

even my sweet cat to change things in my life.

Maybe I need to stop looking at everything in my life as what it COULD be

and just BE.

And stop focusing on the money I spent in the hopes of bringing in more.

Or creating/ painting with an eye always on how to make some cash.

I know that the Law of Attraction is that if you focus on something it will happen.

If you think it, it will be so.

They say if you keep thinking "I won't be late, I won't be late"

The Universe will just focus on the "being late" part, and you will be late.

If you instead think, I will be on time, then you will be on time.

It's the focus on the good positive and not the negative.

Which I think is the answer whether you believe in The Universe and Law of Attraction or not.

Sigh, I don't know.

I'm just thinking out loud or rather blogging out loud.
I've talked about this STUFF so many times
and I'll probably change my mind again tomorrow.
I frustrate myself.

They say you can't teach an old dog new tricks,

but we all know that's not true.

It's just finding the energy to do it all.

(Blue is exhausted too.)